Bad morning

Today was not I repeat NOT a great start to the day. I really felt good when I woke up. I had slept in, thanks to Ben and knew I had a lot to do.  I had to go get vaccinations for Bella Baby, and I had to buy a dress for the photo shoot on Saturday.  I took my time getting the kids ready and things were going well.  Until Connor ignored me and went upstbbairs to get water when I told him no. I yelled and sorta over-reacted which I felt bad about. g'g'gSo we said a prayer and prayed to have a happy better day.  Then I came out and Connor had spilled said water and cleaned it up with a paper I needed for the immunizations. Oh well..not the worst thin%TT5
5%g.  So that motivated me to tidy up the whole house instead of leaving things in a mess. I felt better...we had a good visit at the health dept and I got my shots and the kids did great.  Until the end. Connor left and in the time it took me to get my purse and Parker, I went out to find Connor and he had gotten on the elevator. I couldn't find him. I was so SO mad. I ran to the 4th floor from the 3rd and he wasn't there. So I called for the elevator again (the first time he wasn't in it when it opened).  This time he was there. I was livid from having to lug Parker up the outside ramp to find him and could not believe he had gotten away from me so fast. I yelled again. Second time today. Total loser mom. I felt so bad but was still just shaking from rage.  We went to buy the dress, and the place doesn't open until 11. It was 10:25. Perfect.  So then we went home and Parker went down for his nap. We just finished lunch in which I freaked out on Connor again because he wasn't listening to me when I tried nicely telling him to stop doing something.  It's so hard keeping my cool sometimes!!!

The day stayed pretty hectic. I was grateful to get a nap in, which was AMAZING...and I slept so hard. Both kids had a great afternoon nap.  Love sleeping. I should do it more often...haha. We had a delicious dinner of steak enchiladas and mexican rice and beans and my dad's guacamole. I need to be better at getting dinner done earlier since everyone comes home starving and they all have to wait or make it themselves other times.

I'm so tired. I need to get some work done and I just want to crash. I'm totally hormonal and overwhelmed so I think sleep is the best cure... Happy Monday to us!